I downloaded a bunch of Balmorhea songs (after stumbling across "Bowsprit) and listened to them while driving through southern Patagonia in Chile. Perfect sound for such an awe-inspiring place.
I’ve always felt such guilt that others were wasting their lives on me, that I was a waste, that I was unworthy. But last night, I didn’t feel that guilt, or that I was a waste. I didn’t necessarily feel worthiness, but I did feel a kind of responsibility, I guess. At least a desire to try and not let you all down. And then I felt the smallest flicker of not wanting to let myself down, you know? Because somewhere in all this, I’ve managed at times to fight for myself for some reason, to fight for my life for some reason. And I survived for some reason. And here I am, still, for some reason. And me not knowing that reason doesn’t diminish it or invalidate it or disprove its existence.
Rectiify's my favorite tv show and only discovered it like a year ago
But being accused of sth you haven't done and then trying to pick up the pieces of your life that were smashed in the process, that resonates in me
Rectify brought me here, but I didn't know this song was made before the show was , I thought it was just a really beautiful intro for a really good show. I'm glad it's longer, and I'm really glad Rectify is back. Such a good show with such good music.
my taste in music have change so much... I really apreciate this piece. It takes me to walk close to heaven and stars on a cold windy night... walking by the hand of someone i haven´t met... at least not in this life.