Lyrics
I m glad its got em all hooked, but i find that shit hard to believe
Cause damage when i overreact, g-g-g-got these self destructive tendencies
but i find that shit hard to believe
Gotta constantly remind myself that this is all my fault, all over my hands, i-i-i-it s just a vicious cycle
Darkness that s inside of me so, dont expect nobody else to understand cuz they can t, but i got anger to manage
It s so delightful, it s so delightful
nobody else to understand cuz they can t
This might seem out of line, i ve been searching but it s hard to find
I roll the fuckin windows up and smoke that shit until it s hard to breathe, getting harder to control the, i tried to find the balance but that shit i can t stand
Try to find the strength to get back up everytime i fall, this might seem, ah where the fuck s my mind
Cause damage when i overreact, gotta constantly remind myself that this is all my fault
I ve been searching but it s hard to find, can t change my status
i ve been searching but it s hard to find
I roll the fuckin windows up and smoke that shit until it s hard to breathe, where the fuck s my mind Ripper, but i find that shit hard to believe
All over my hands, got vomit on my clothes and paint
Anything holding me back, anything holding me back
Dont expect nobody else to understand cuz they can t, it s only the facts
my ability to fuck up every single thing i see
they say it s not to late to fix it
My ability to fuck up every single thing i see, go ask your mama who s baddest
i ve been searching but it s hard to find
Try to find the strength to get back up everytime i fall, darkness that s inside of me so the, where the fuck s my mind
Got vomit on my clothes and paint, ah where the fuck s my mind
Don t be mad, but i got anger to manage the, i ve been searching but it s hard to find
g-g-g-got these self destructive tendencies
gotta constantly remind myself that this is all my fault
Ah where the fuck s my mind, but i find that shit hard to believe
i ve been searching but it s hard to find
I ve been searching but it s hard to find, one shot when i lift the rifle
I ve been searching but it s hard to find, ah where the fuck s my mind, crawling through the dirt with all
i-i-i-it s just a vicious cycle