Lyrics
change up got my brain detained and stained
taking blows at you
Trying to call me his wife, tears from heaven rain down and cleanse me
So let the rain fall and take it away all forever, and then claiming that he loves me for life, sleep on it my partner said
So my mind and this pain can drift away, finally starting to realize that being grown ain t all good
Finally starting to realize that being grown ain t all good, will i ever be a victim on the evening news
One wishing that the rain could make it all stop, i m still getting bits and pieces of womanhood Rainy, i don t know
tears from heaven rain down and cleanse me
Controlling you, does somebody really love you
Gave a sister award of hope, you can run away
Connected to wealth, live in a happy home and be a happy man s wife
Lord please talk to me this bottle of valiums keeps calling me and he spoke, will i ever be a victim on the evening news
But you can never be rid of troubled times, lord please give me the courage to step, so we gotta learn how to deal with it look life in the eye be real with it i m trying
i would rather be eight at my mom s place
You can run away, sometimes i love the rainy days Dayz, ever in my ruggedy life
you can run away
So we gotta learn how to deal with it look life in the eye be real with it i m trying, i can keep on, is he the best thing to ever happen to me and is it a minor flaw when he leaves scars after beating me or can it be my self-eteem left with the first bruise
I can keep on, i m trying to find the right path to walk on maintain and be strong but i don t know how long
b he keeps on pushing and hitting and shoving
And if i do will i regret the day i left, please let it rain before my man comes home, so my mind and this pain can drift away
Gave a sister award of hope, all the exit doors are locked Mia, and then nightmares of troubled times invade the space in my head
so let the rain fall and take it away all forever
so can i give all this pain to the rain
Controlling you, all the exit doors are locked
So can i give all this pain to the rain, lord please give me the courage to step
try ot block it out but they gon stay
And proud to look in the mirror and love myself, will i ever be a victim on the evening news, it s like i can t think for myself anymore
I m out of control sometimes so much stuff s on my mind, no rings of course, will i ever be a victim on the evening news
finally starting to realize that being grown ain t all good
I can keep on, but for now i ma leave it with the rain, but you can never be rid of troubled times
I would rather be eight at my mom s place, lord please talk to me this bottle of valiums keeps calling me and he spoke Dayz, sometimes i love the rainy days
But you can never be rid of troubled times, no rings of course
Please let it rain before my man comes home, but you can never be rid of troubled times
I m bout to take my life back for sho, but you can never be rid of troubled times Mia, so my mind and this pain can drift away
gave a sister award of hope