Shattered glass shimmers in the dark like a star's sparkle
Up at night writing, I'm frozen & yet restless
Pressure elevating like my skull is pressed to hard marble
Pacing in the silence, I'm hollow as Death, wretched
Knowing that I'm destined to suffer in Dark Sorrow
Praying for acceptance but turning away the blessed.
I just got done with a 3 week summer program at my university. Never did I plan on leaving my dorm room as I brought in a TV and PlayStation to ease my boredom. I wanted to complete the program smoothly and finish the public speaking class I had with no distractions. Yet people came up to me and introduced an amazing set of diverse peers; total members of eight with me and my roommate included. This song flows back times when we were all in my dorm room either studying together or talking about our past memories; usually both. Now I am home and I miss those hours we spent as a group together socializing, eating, sleeping, or walking together. I fell in love with one of the girls in the group and now we have a 3 day relationship looking forward into the fall semester. Thank you, Idealism, for this.
It's midnight somewhere. That's such a weird concept; you think to yourself. Watching the rain come down, focusing on the rain drops on your window so the outside world is nothing but blurry grays and blues. You nod your head to an invisible beat. Listening to the kids playing in the rain. Remembering when you would do that. Smiling you realize that there's nothing really stopping you from doing it now. Jumping up you throw on your jacket and rain boots. Throwing open the door and out into the soft pitter pattering rain.