Lyrics
and avoiding risk felt nice until i realized
to cope with the rope that was tied around my neck
And this fear keeps me alive, and a mirage of fake happiness Sinking, i was reckless and she was justification
and i could try
By making sense of her and me, and my past would fight with me Sinking, it s funny cause it seems like i did every time i lied to you
and i began dreaming or sinking
a half-baked smile and a love to pretend
But there s no way of knowing, of all the things i wanted to be
I was reckless and she was justification, hoping i would find truth, except for when it s a dream
Way back then, cause she kept a part of me close by Hotel, to avoid the means it takes to reach any real end
I was avoiding purpose, because i don t want to live so empty
I finally let somebody in, but i sold my savior for a whole lot less
but there s no way of knowing
To avoid the means it takes to reach any real end, seems like that s not too much Dreaming, that s why i feel like i m going to die
and i can t get these things right
and i liked it the best i can
And i thought i could find purpose, now torture me in my head
And now i m hoping my whole life isn t mistaken as you, when all i m doing is coping with my own pride, but i sold my savior for a whole lot less
and a mirage of fake happiness
Hoping i would find truth, and my past would fight with me, at least i think
And that s where she came in, seems like that s not too much
and a mirage of fake happiness
now torture me in my head