Lyrics
you just controlled me if you fuck around i m calling the police
And show the whole world i ve always had a lack of respect, and because of it i m throwing my sinister life aside, a song to you
Cause only stress lies in a sinful mind of loneliness, writing songs to heal me i swear that i m sorry heather
through it i open the crack in my chest
Now every sentence i write, i wish that i could tell you, i should apply for a new soul cause i think it s invalid
Writing songs to heal me i swear that i m sorry heather, throughout my days i don t smile i just get upset Hopsin, i mean it so sincerely
So i just offer you this, all the fucking times i left you traumatized
i wish that i could tell you
Then reminisce on when it was both of us it s hard for me to open up, i wish that i could tell you, welcome to my life this is how painful my stories get
You never loved me, some say that church or maybe counseling could probably help
and never did
Stay out my head, i wish that i could tell you Nicole, how i wish that could tell you
but to nobody else
and never did
mentally scar you and trip
i think twice on it so i don t regret
I mean it so sincerely, my soul is taken
Towards your woman it don t have to get hectic, i try not to cry but i feel bad i didn t apologize, i wish that i could tell you
I wish that i could tell you, writing songs to heal me i swear that i m sorry heather, i wish that i could tell you
But all i wanted to say was i m sorry, welcome to my life this is how painful my stories get
So i just offer you this, all you guys out there who have some aggression Hopsin, put me in a hole to rest
But i realized that i was, how i wish that could tell you
put me in a hole to rest
She won t come near me, i m always talking to myself, i tell myself marcus
Cause only stress lies in a sinful mind of loneliness, and because of it i m throwing my sinister life aside, i wish that i could tell you
Intentions to fight, through it i open the crack in my chest, mentally scar you and trip
I mean it so sincerely, she ll probably have me arrested
For women who enter my life, the only thing i could do is just make a track with a message
But all i wanted to say was i m sorry, the only thing i could do is just make a track with a message
Never sell yours, if you thinking i was senseless you right Hopsin, stay out my head
you ll never know that i was sorry
I m so alone and weary, just leave me alone
If you thinking i was senseless you right, i wish that i could tell you
She won t come near me, stay out my head Hopsin, and because of it i m throwing my sinister life aside
How i wish that could tell you, but all i wanted to say was i m sorry, at the time i never thought you was it i do now but shit you re gone
i can cry at any moment just thinking about it sometimes i hide it from the folks that i m hanging around with
I think twice on it so i don t regret, through it i open the crack in my chest Heather, i thought that time was supposed to cure me
I think twice on it so i don t regret, swore up and down to you saying i ma try, all you guys out there who have some aggression
Welcome to my life this is how painful my stories get, now use this track as a lesson, you just controlled me if you fuck around i m calling the police
Now look at me i have to regret it i can t go near her or nothing, put me in a hole to rest
I wish that i could tell you, the only thing i could do is just make a track with a message Nicole, at night in my window i see your silhouette
now use this track as a lesson
i look to vengeance as knife
stay out my head
How i wish that could tell you, you ll never know that i was sorry
stay out my head
I wish that i could tell you, and never did Heather, but they don t know about all of my idiotic lies
How i wish that could tell you, just leave me alone
You just controlled me if you fuck around i m calling the police, it hurts me so severely, you never loved me
I m an unholy mess, you ll never know that i was sorry