after my friend died, about a month ago, i kept listening to this song, every day, all the time, and i still do. it keeps reminding me of the day of his funeral, and of all the other days, years ago, when we were together. i hadn't seen him in person in 7 years, and all of a sudden he was gone. i didn't get to say goodbye. i feel like my memories with him are slowly fading away, like he took a part of them with him in his grave, and i'm afraid of forgetting everything. i try my best to think of him often, whenever i'm having a good day, i send out a thought to him. he didn't get to see our country win the world cup and i think of that often. he deserved so much more. everything hurts so bad right now.
"Hmm, I'm not sure. A bar sounds nice. Anything where I won't have to carry a gun and shoot people. Maybe I'll find a little convenience store, or something. Put a little TV next to the register, just sit there all day, relaxing."