Lyrics
i want to be free from this
but they don t understand me i wanna be selfish
But they don t understand me i wanna be selfish, i wish that i could make you see
i wish that i could make you see
can t stand to see my mother cry
only reason i won t die
that i m so close to my dying day
Can t stand to see my mother cry, the saddest thing is it s the only thing that i want Daylight, not getting too much sleep these days
And they have no idea, i don t just give up and take my life, that i m so close to my dying day
i don t just give up and take my life
And they have no idea, these things i can t explain Selfish, i wish that i could make you see
Can t stand to see my mother cry, i don t just give up and take my life Selfish, only reason i m still alive
I wonder sometimes why, only reason i m still alive
but they don t understand me i wanna be selfish
That i m so close to my dying day, there s no healing Selfish, the saddest thing is it s the only thing that i want
That i m so close to my dying day, but they don t understand me i wanna be selfish, only reason i m still alive
can t stand the tears in her eyes
I ll suffer through, only reason i won t die, i wish that i could face today
the saddest thing is it s the only thing that i want
That i m so close to my dying day, and they have no idea
That i m so close to my dying day, the saddest thing is it s the only thing that i want, can t stand to see my mother cry
Not getting too much sleep these days, and they have no idea
I wish that i could face today, i ll suffer through
That i m so close to my dying day, these things i can t explain, can t stand the tears in her eyes
I hate this feeling, the saddest thing is it s the only thing that i want, there s no coming back from this hell
there s no coming back from this hell
the end is far away
the saddest thing is it s the only thing that i want
I don t just give up and take my life, can t stand the tears in her eyes, i want to be free from this
Can t stand the tears in her eyes, not getting too much sleep these days
I wonder sometimes why, only reason i m still alive
I want to be free from this, the saddest thing is it s the only thing that i want
Just wishing for an early grave, i wish that i could make you see
I ll suffer through, can t stand to see my mother cry
Only reason i m still alive, i ll be home soon
i ll be home soon
i wish that i could face today
The saddest thing is it s the only thing that i want, only reason i won t die, and they have no idea
there s no healing
just wishing for an early grave
not getting too much sleep these days
only reason i won t die
I wish that i could make you see, i ll suffer through, i wonder sometimes why
Can t stand to see my mother cry, the end is far away
Not getting too much sleep these days, can t stand to see my mother cry
I ll be home soon, that i m so close to my dying day
The saddest thing is it s the only thing that i want, i wish that i could face today
i wish that i could make you see
Only reason i won t die, i wish that i could face today, i wish that i could face today
But they don t understand me i wanna be selfish, and they have no idea Daylight, these things i can t explain
I wish that i could face today, i ll suffer through Daylight, i hate this feeling
i wish that i could make you see
Can t stand to see my mother cry, there s no healing
that i m so close to my dying day
The end is far away, these things i can t explain Daylight, there s no healing
That i m so close to my dying day, i ll be home soon
i ll suffer through