You don t know what my pain feels like, i just need to leave Converge, i just have to run
just have to find a way out
You don t know what my pain feels like, i swear that i m trying, just have to find a way out
you don t know what my pain feels like
You don t know what my pain feels like, just need to fight my way out
You don t know what my pain feels like, just have to find a way out, i just need to leave
Just need to fight my way out, just have to find a way out, i just need to leave
Just need to fight my way out, i just have to run, and my blood thickens
Sick matriarch, and my blood thickens
I swear that i m trying, you don t know what my pain feels like, i swear that i m trying
Keep your head down, i just need to leave
You don t know what my pain feels like, just need to fight my way out
you don t know what my pain feels like
Just need to fight my way out, i swear that i m trying You, just need to fight my way out
i just have to run
a bitter sting sets in
You don t know what my pain feels like, you don t know what my pain feels like
Just have to find a way out, i just have to run Converge, sick matriarch
Your dysfunction rips, you don t know what my pain feels like
You don t know what my pain feels like, the resentment grows Pain, i just need to leave
The resentment grows, i just need to leave
I just have to run, we are worlds apart Tell, and our memory dims
Just have to find a way out, just have to find a way out
I Can Tell You About Pain
sick matriarch
we are worlds apart
your disfunction rips
the roots from my heart
i swear that i'm trying, but...
you don't know what my pain feels like
and our memory dims
a bitter sting sets in
the resentment grows
and my blood thickens
i swear that i'm trying
i swear that i'm trying
i swear that i'm trying
i swear that i'm trying, but...
you don't know what my pain feels like
you don't know what my pain feels like
i just need to leave, just have to find a way out
i just have to run, just need to fight my way out...
i just need to leave, just have to find a way out
i just have to run, just need to fight my way out...
stay calm, stay calm, keep your head down
stay calm, stay calm, keep your head down
i just need to leave, just have to find a way out
i just have to run, just need to fight my way out...
you don't know what my pain feels like
you don't know what my pain feels like
you don't know what my pain feels like
you don't know what my pain feels like
I'm hearing a lot of the "You Fail Me" sound in this. I wonder if: 1) that's my imagination and 2) if that had to do with Kurt Ballou remixing "You Fail Me", thus it being on and in his mind.
When we look back at the 2000's and 2010's, Converge will be looked upon as one of the best metal bands. They can do no wrong, it's incredibly visceral, raw, and well produced.
The amount of bands that I love that wouldn't exist without Converge is insane. Having said that, here they are 20+ years later releasing music that blows all those bands out of the water. Converge is king.
Jacob Bannon always holds the women he loves high. They always seem to have their heads up looking down in most art he produces. I wonder what his relationship with his mother was like.
So much depth to this video. It feels like it's a strong message to shut-ins who are suicidal. Pretty sure the two people that first appear on the couch next to him are supposed to represent his mother and father, the father drinking alcohol in a way that hints at being an abusive father (the way the main guy drinks the milk at the same time with the same mannerisms suggests they're related) . The mothers heavy makeup implying she pretends his alcoholism doesn't exist. The half empty bottle of Jack Daniels in his fridge indicating he's struggled with it too. Failing to take general upkeep of his apartment leading to the trash being so bad it's literally moving. Pretty sure the man in the suit smoking is the same actor.. maybe a representation of who he wants to be? I feel like the woman represents death. His nose starts bleeding like he's being summoned by her and when he sees her the blood starts flowing. It probably has to deal with suicide. She's beautiful and strokes the back of his neck as if she's teasing him to join her. In the end instead of choosing death he gets up and walks out beaming confidence. Probably telling us to get out of our house and go be who we want to be. I could be totally overthinking it though.
