Lyrics
Am i what i am i am i am lonely i am lost, but i m more afraid of living than i ever was of dying
i hope and i pray that this wall of illusion will all fall one-day
i am so so sick of hurting and i ve had enough of crying
But i m more afraid of living than i ever was of dying, searching for a reason no matter what it costs
someday i know
Yes i am trying, i am so so sick of hurting and i ve had enough of crying
Am i what i am i am i am lonely i am lost, no more blame, no more pain to hold inside
Someday something good is gonna happen, someday to fade
no more pain to hold inside
yes i am trying
someday to fade
no more blame
But i m more afraid of giving than i ever was of loving, tired of this middle-ground and so ashamed to show my face
No more pain to hold inside, no more need to compromise, but i m more afraid of living than i ever was of dying
Yes i am trying, another time
I hope and i pray that this wall of illusion will all fall one-day, i am so so sick of hurting and i ve had enough of crying
I need to believe is this all there is to me, someday to fade, bloody wounds make old scars
someday i know i ll make it happen
I need to believe is this all there is to me, someday i know i ll make it happen
No more blame, someday i know i ll make it happen Zelmerlöw, am i what i am i am i am lonely i am lost
Bloody wounds make old scars, tired of this middle-ground and so ashamed to show my face
bloody wounds make old scars
Yes i am trying, no more fear Zelmerlöw, another place
Another time, searching for a reason no matter what it costs
someday i know i ll make it happen
Searching for a reason no matter what it costs, tired of this middle-ground and so ashamed to show my face Zelmerlöw, no more reason to be shy
but i m more afraid of giving than i ever was of loving
i am so so sick of hurting and i ve had enough of crying
searching for a reason no matter what it costs
Yes i am trying, tired of this middle-ground and so ashamed to show my face, no-one said it would be easy
no-one said it would be easy
I hope and i pray that this wall of illusion will all fall one-day, i hope and i pray that this wall of illusion will all fall one-day Zelmerlöw, i need to believe is this all there is to me
I need to believe is this all there is to me, searching for a reason no matter what it costs
Am i what i am i am i am lonely i am lost, am i what i am i am i am lonely i am lost, someday i know i ll make it happen
another time
Tired of this middle-ground and so ashamed to show my face, someday i know i ll make it happen Someday, yes i am trying