Low - Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me free for downloading

What a beautiful world we live in, where a portion of people wander around the crowds just wanting to use people, a miraculously small part of people actually find love and a good bunch of us are just thirsty for a shadow of it.

i’ll share this here, even though it doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of things. i’ve just has my first and very very short relationship of three months with a guy i immediately liked. he seemingly came out of the blue and when i finally asked him out and he reciprocated, i was drinking that dizzying high for a good three weeks. endlessly. i had my first kiss with him too, and i weeped afterwards because he’d opened up a part of me i figured i wouldn’t ever touch. romantic relationships felt repulsive to me. now he’s ignoring me. he’s going through a horrible time and even though i have helped before, he doesn’t listen. i’m helpless and alone again.

This story is old, I know, but it goes on.

time is an illussion, isnt it maicin?

Oh my god I listened to this song before I passed out from taking pills about 6 months ago, listening to it again gave me the shivers :/

not one of those nights again...

first time i listened to this song i was worried about the person i love, i told myself that i found my true love, but it came with pain, every time i feel pain and depressed i try to hide it by work, now days in quarantine i feel that love pain and the pain that i am home 24/7 and the pain of loosing people forever and the physical pain for working so much to hide that emotional pain, i know when depression collapse again i will forget the emotional pain reasons but i will still feel it inside.

I miss himI really need himI hate being alone, i just need him.

Shit.. depression here we go again